a word from Joan

friday, 2/10, my last day in esss as a student

seriously, esss gave me lortsa memories.

sec1&2 were simply terrible stuffs.. **censored** but im glad that there are also fabulous stuffs, like meeting qingling, liping, ying.. they were my buddies.. stoodby me at times.. ya..

sec3&4 i met the only teacher i felt worth worrying for. these years were just stressful and events that happened were horrifying, terrifying etc. however, this gave me so much so much.. these helped me in growing up as a better person and taught me how to handle my personal problems well.. giving advices to friends, lending them a listening ear and they also did the same to me.. although i can get really pissed with them at times, yet we can also have crazy moments together.. BUT, isn't that just what friends are for? "friends are people that can be by ur side in times of downs, sadness & of course, happiness" thats what i heard from someone i respect. just find it so true. i will miss my 3e3,4e3. they were a bunch of nice peeps. my class can be so forgiving to anyone. thats what made them so precious isn't it. we worked hard to be promoted to sec4e3. we cried when glenn, shaoheng and yuhan got retained. we were disappointed when audrey left the class. our "we want them back".. when they wrote this, i was on MC. however, this touched me, letting me know that my class actually cared deep in their heart. we teared many tears during the last day of adam's khoo workshop. we hugged each other.. we heard sorries, we saw forgiveness and many many more.. there's just simply so much so much memories that i can't seem to be able to pen them all down

now, ending my secondary life soon.. its like a feeling of relieved that im finally leaving this place and a feeling of pity and just don't feel like parting with them.. all the memories.. all the tears and laughter we used to share.. not to mention , my special bunch of friends, zhiying, esleen, xinyi, yuhan, jihye.. these peeps nv failed to stoodby me when im sad, sick and happy.. we care for one another.. we can't bear to part with one another.. thinking of it just makes me kinda.. feel like tearing.. though yuhan is gone, but i believe she'll be back one day =] i'll always rmb my study times with jihye, working time with xinyi, heart to heart talk with zhiying, quarrellingS with esleen.. lastly, their laughter..... thats the last thing i would want to forget about them as my secondary friends. this bunch, taught me how to forgive people easily, taught me how IKEA can be such a fun place(nv thought b4), thay taught me, how to NOT think too much and TRUST people with a true heart, treating people in the most sincered way..etc.. i've learnt so much so much from them

now, even i met my primary school classmates, i realised that i think much more then them.. some were still at the stage of fighting, killing.. its with 4e3 that i learnt that things will never be solved through arguments etc. things were being solved through discussions, with many endurence, patience, tolerance.etc. i grew matured with them

though i regretted coming to esss in sec 1 and 2, but my last two years made me proud to say that, "IM FROM ESSS 4E3 2007" im glad i got into 4e3. im sure, i'll miss 4e3(my 4e3 consist of 43peeps).. but miss them more:ying, esleen, xinyi, jihye, yuhan

stronger than you seem,
smarter than you think .
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